she who used to…

I likely won’t post after every daily reading.  But yesterday as I was reading Galatians 1, something struck me & I thought I’d share.

The first chapter in this letter from Paul.  To tell you the truth, reading those first verses in the first chapter of any of Paul’s epistles is usually skim-worthy.  It tends to sound a lot like blah, blah, blah, blah.  Paul can seriously write the longest, most drawn-out sentences of anyone.  {And I know long, drawn-out, run-on sentences well.}  So sometimes when I start reading a new book by Paul, the intro is just so many words strung together that I get bored.

But not this morning.

Beginning in verse 13 :: For you have heard of my former life in Judaism, how I persecuted the church of God violently and tried to destroy it.  Paul was a really bad guy with a really violent & horrible past.  He did some pretty horrendous stuff.  He was not kind.  He was not loving.

Verse 23-24 :: They only were hearing it said, “He who used to persecute us is now preaching the faith he once tried to destroy.”  And they glorified God because of me.  A guy known far & wide for his terrible treatment of others became a spreader of the Gospel message & others glorified God because of him. God took hold of him, crossed out that past {or at least wrote forgiven & free all over it} and turned Paul right way round.  Paul didn’t sit back assuming that his past disqualified him from the future God had.  He recognized the grace he’d received and freely flew to do whatever would bring God glory.

I don’t know about you…I’ve never stoned anyone to death…but there are things I’ve done & said that I’d wished I hadn’t. I have been a “she who used to…”  Sometimes I get stuck replaying the videos of those used to’s in my head.  over & over & over again.  This was a great reminder that, just like Paul, God will cross those things out or at least write grace all over them, letting them be “used to’s” in order to write new “is now’s” in my life.  Because of this grace of God I am free to drop the “used to’s”, embrace the “is now’s” and fly.  And so are you.

As we begin a new year, let’s quit getting stuck on the “she who used to…” so we can make way for all the “is now’s” He is wanting to bring to our lives for His glory.  Begin by listing that junk that you’re hanging on to.  Ask God what to do with it.  Make amends with those you’ve “stoned”.  Forgive those who have “stoned” you.  Ask God to forgive your behavior, attitude, words, whatever.  Then drop it and fly.  Because she who used to is now free.

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